im just waiting....

ohh no

2005-08-05T04:45:10Z

well hey everyone lol long time no entrys lol well let's see whats new with me well me jenn and sally went and got our belly's pierced on saturday lol haha it was fun it didnt hurt gettin it done at all but it hurt after and it aint fun having it at work lol but mine is much better and it dont hurt as much so thats good lol

i think sally is having another get together at her house next week yay i get to swim relax b4 work and play with the dogs lol hehe fun times i love sally she is awsome

work was yet another bad nite it never gets any better and 2morrow will be hell me and jenn r the only 2 regulars on our floor 2morrow so that means we will have 2 pulls( at least i hope) to our floor that dont know the floor it's gonna be fucking crazy and if the night goes pretty good it's gonna storm but i dont see that one happening Ooo wellz their is nuttin i can do

i miss all u guyz if u got my cell phone number u gotta call me so we can hang out sumtimes i neve see n-e one since im outta school now =( it sucks u will know what i mean once ur outta school lol out on ur own no time for friendz blahhhh well thats if u work like me full time blahhhh

ok well i think im gonna go for now i will try to update more im a busy chica

<3 nikki

work sucks

2005-07-29T17:46:26Z

damn off to work again i swear if it's as bad as last night i'm gonna leaveee

so sad

2005-05-12T05:18:20Z

ok time to let it alll out .....ok so my nite was goin pretty well went golfin and go cartin with sum friendz then i stopped over marys house to show her my new car and tattoo so i guess u can say that was the good part of my nite so then later i seen one of my ex bf and we talked for a lil and i havent seen him in forever good to see him again but it sucked cuz unfortunatley he had asked me if i knew certain girl wont say names but i knew the girl then he said oOo u know her thats my girlfriend i was like omg ok right then and their i realized i still have feeling for him omg and y after two years that we been broken up i still have feelings which i didnt realize untill 2nite when i seen him i mean i havent talked seen or thought about him for the longest time and all of a sudden wow the feelings come back and i deff. know we will never go back out maybe it's bc he was my first love they say first love's u will always have some kinda feelings for that person wow what a night it was sum crazy shit thats all i gotta say and the sad part was jenn knew i had feelings for him still by the way i was acting like after we left hopefully he didnt realize n-e thing then he went to teh prom with her and he always told me he wasnt gonna go thats not his thing even tho we wernt goin out when it came time for prom but oOo wellz what can i do????.....nuttin just gotta move on with my life and think about other things even tho i wouldnt be suprized if he started callin me up wanting to hang out and stuff cuz he is like that but we will see ........well time for bed byez

blah shit

2005-04-14T15:10:48Z

just to let everyone know i got a new sn it's diirtydancerr so save me on ur buddy list and i still have the bandbabi99 one too so yea....

nuttin really exciting has been goin on last weekend i drove down the shore for the day with jenn and sum family we got our depost slip back for when we go in june i cant wait no parents holla lol then on sunday we took a ride to dorney park and got season passes oOo yea lol so now i cant wait till it opens lol

yea so once again another one of my friendz has a bf jenn got asked out last night by kevin he's pretty kewl even tho i kicked his ass in air hockey and he said that i couldnt beat him woahh he's wrong.....when the hell will it be my turn damn it ....jenn and kevin keep sayin that bhis best friend lewis will like me but ummm he has a g/f even tho he says she is cheatin on him and he knows it so who the hell knows.....jenn just keeps sayin i will find u sumone imk waitin for lewis to break up with his girl cuz he will like u ...she got to meet lewis on monday and she said he was hot i was stuck at work....i would have met him last night but nooo he went home b4 we got their well actually after they ate dinner.haha yeaa ok we will see about that one so for now i will just sit here and wait

♥nikki

new car

2005-03-16T19:37:22Z

hell yea who just got a new car??? ME i got it on saturday it's a 2005 Ford Focus ZX4 SE woop woop im sooo happy its red and it's awsome .....everyone at work loves it ...derrick said im pimpin it now lol i love derrick hehe so yea im sellin my old car for like 800 so if ur interested let me know.....the only thing thats wrong with it is that the passenger window is off the track no biggie well dont have much time to update so i'll write more later gonna go out in my new car holla

wow its been forever

2005-03-02T05:38:44Z

omg u all prolly thought i died haha i havent writtin in here in well it seems like ages i guess i'll update ya all whats been goin on

well about a month and a half ago i was at my brothers wrestling tournament and for a while he been compligning his leg been hurting him well during one of his matches his opponent picked him up and threw him on the mat and he hurt his leg more well he finished the match and still had one more to go we kept puttin ice on it b4 his last match and he was cryin so we all knew he was deff hurt cuz he never crys unless he is hurt well when we got home he was limping so my mom and grandmom took him to the hospital to get xrays then they told him to go to the orthropiedic dr. so he went their about 3 days later and here his hip was like dislocated so he had to get surgery 2 days later he ended up gettin 3 screws put in his hip.......the dr. said it was eveuntally gonna happen bc of how active he is with the sports so he got his surgery i went to KOP and bought his a bear from build a bear and i couldnt get one for david with out buying one for michael so i got both my brothers one.....so he was outta school for about a month he just went back to school on monday even tho he didnt go bc of the snow but he is better now but gotta stay on the crutches for 3 more weeks

went lookin for a new car this weekend i think im settling with the 2005 ford focus zx4 SE it is an awsome car and it was only like 17,000 which isnt that bad so i will prolly get it in about a month or so it's a hot ass car woop woop and i'll prolly get the red one since it goes with my cherry theme

jenn finished the CNA class and she passed....and get this she is on my floor and has the same schadule as i do how kewl is that now everything works out for the shore in june and september.....and we can go to dorney park on our days off holla lol

i got about $700 back from my taxes which is pretty good so its gettin saved for my car yay

work like always is crazy but hey i cant complaign especially since i get like 1,000 each pay check oOo yea new car in no time yay

well i guess thats all i promise i will try to update more

♥ Nikki muahhh

riflechic @ 2005-01-24T17:16:00

2005-01-27T05:47:05Z

holla

wowo work is crazy n-e more we gotta do all this shit that the LPN and RN's should be doin now we gotta do walkin rounds, TPR's and BP'S its crazy like we got all the time in the world to do this crap umm no we dont it's fucking redeculuos and we aint gettin paid extra for doin that and the nurses dont help out with n-e thing not nurishments outputs nuttin just gettin on our case for everything we do uggg we were all pissed for what they r makin us do now work sucks i cant wait till i get my RN and work in a hospital. They said we gotta do this now bc all the nurse aids in hospitals r doin it well listen to this one we r a fucking rehibilation center not a hospital damn .....ok enough on that one

yay more wrestling meets and tournaments this weekend wooo im not gonna have a voice by monday lol go me woop woop. yea jenn is goin on sunday to the tournament she is gonna be like woahh what have i gotten myself into bc we r all crazy at these things yellin for all the kids on oiur team.

but yea other than that nuttin really has been goin on much so i guess im out ♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2005-01-16T16:17:00

2005-01-22T05:59:49Z

yeooo homies, lol

yeooo so guess who gets stuck workin this weekend????? oO ur good ME yeaaaa during a snow storm yes im good and i have to work no way out of it unless im on my death bed of course i pick to become a nurse where u have to be thier no matter what lol oOo wellz im takin the bus so i dont have to worry about gettin killed and ruining my car i need to make that car last till i get my new one but i will have fun at work with dottie and eliese hehe yay

so yeaaa i bought this really really soft eagles blanket 2 day it's awsome go eagles i swear mthey better win on sunday lol

i hate winter their is never n-e thing to do around here blahhh i should go to sumones house and get drunk that sounds fun lol im prety funny drunk mhaha i got sooo hammered on new years it was interesting all the pics they took of me were funny lol a lot of them were me in the bathroom haha cuz of course alcohol makes u pee a lot lol oOo well i dont remember goin haha

well i really dont have much to talk about so mi guedss i will go ttyl ♥ nikki

"Skin"

Sarah Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well
Since the day that she fell
And the bruises just won't go away
So she sits and see waits with her mother and dad
Flips through an old magazine
Till a the nurse with a smile
Stands at the door
And says will you please come with me

Sarah Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white
Something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you

Six chances in ten it won't come back again
With the therapy were gonna try
It's just been approved
It's the strongest there is
I think we caught it in time

Sarah Beth closes her eyes
She dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And the soft wind in blowing her hair

Sarah Beth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Says it would be a mistake
For someone to take
A girl with no hair to the prom

Oh, just this morning right there on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny

Sarah Beth closes her eyes
She dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love was holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair

Its quarter to seven
That boys at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this mornin where his hair had been
Softly she touches just skin

And they go dancin
Around and around without any cares
And her very first true love was holding her close
And for a moment she isn't scared

riflechic @ 2005-01-16T16:13:00

2005-01-18T16:47:29Z

hey guyz im like never on here n-e more im always workin or not home yeaaa i finally seen my full pay check it was close to 1,000 how hot is that oOo yea lol money to go away yeaaaa budddy

met this boy eric we went bowling the other day he likes me b ut i just dont feel the same about him i think he's kinda upset but he just isnt my type i cant help it im not gonna tell him i will go out with him when i dont feel the same way about him he realy hasnt talked to me since then tho prolly cuz he is upset but what can i do?????

yea well i been goin to my brothers wrestling meets on the weekends even when i gotta work i just leave in time so i will ge tto work lol i gotta go to wrestling all the little kids r just too cute lol and not to mention all the hot guyz their lol

i miss all my friendz from school guyz u gotta give me a call so we can hang out i misss u alll soooo much hehe

well im out ♥nikki

im back

2005-01-09T06:09:55Z

omg i missed every one well my computer has been broke for like ever it still misnt fixed yet but i got a laptop yay so now im back lol this thing is weird lol wow what has been goin on with me ....

workin at the geriatic center full time yay nurse aide baby money in my pocket holla yea that place is interesting lol haha crazy old ppl ...

me and suzi are no longer friendz...

me and my bf just broke up bc he was uncomfortable around me bc he was 26 and im 19 big deal i really hate guyz they can all mkiss my ASS i guess mi gotta look around again ...he said he is gonna hook me up with one of his friendz umm ok then he was like we can still be friendz yeaa that will just make me feel weird and have my feelings stay around umm duhhh lol..........

im tired so i will deff. write more later piece out

♥ nikki muahhh

ooooo weee

2004-10-26T16:26:05Z

like never write n-e more im sry guyz

well lets see what has been going on in my life .............

on sat i took my brother to dorney park for his b-day and jen murray went with us haha it was soo much fun they had 4 haunted houses we did all 4 it was great and the one sucked and the other one scared the shit out of us and not to mention it was coldddd brrrr haha then after that i took them home and me and jenn went over daves house that was fun too we pick on him sooo much it's great

and still no man in my life maybe it's for the better cuz guyz r just complete ass holes me and mike i broke up with him it just wasn't working out and he never even called me n-e more so im like whatever i want a man that will call me not fuck around im not even gonna go into him cuz he pisses me off so much .......i will not hook up with a guy from out of state or that works a ride ever again haha knowing me i will ya all know me to well lol =)

yeaa so i went to the gyno to get birth control little did i know u had to get a pap smear to that was an experience lol at least im good for a year tho ...........i had to get birth control for the meds im gonna be taking but even after im done the meds i will still use the birth control so im kewl hehe oaoo yea

well thats about all for now ttyl ♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2004-10-19T00:10:00

2004-10-19T04:11:17Z

Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.

Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you.

♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2004-10-19T00:07:00

2004-10-19T04:07:59Z

LAYER ONE
-- Name: Nichole
-- Birthdate: 1-3-86
-- Birthplace: Norristown, PA
-- Current Location: Pottstown, PA
-- Eye Color: Hazel
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Height: 5'4
-- Righty or Lefty: Lefty baby lol
-- Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Irish, Italian, German, dutch
-- The shoes you wore today: my nursing sneakers
-- Your weakness: not trying hard enough
-- Your fears: Dying alone, being single forever
-- Your perfect pizza: humm a pizza from mikess yummm
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: get my RN and take care of babies

LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AOL: LOL or WOW
-- Your thoughts first waking up: what shall i do b4 work
-- Your best physical feature: prolly my butt
-- Your bedtime: Whenever I get tired
-- Your most missed memory: being happy and taken by the love of my life

LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: bk
-- Single or group dates: it all depends on the person how well i like them or if i wanna be alone with that person
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Ummm dunno
-- Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATEEE
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

LAYER FIVE
-- smoke: umm hehe
-- Cuss: HELL FUCKING YES
-- Sing: yess but i can't sing im bad at it
-- Take a shower everyday: yup unless im sick
-- Have a crush(es): hehe yes and he knows =)
-- Do you think you've been in love: i thought i was but .......
-- Want to go to college: not really but i will prolly be their one day
-- Like high school: not really but i had sum great times their
-- Want to get married: yess hopefully he comes along
-- Believe in yourself: hell no
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you're attractive: omg no
-- Think you're a health freak: have u seen me latley???
-- Get along with your parents: my mommy yess i do i love her
-- Like thunderstorms: ...Nope
-- Play an instrument: no but it would be kewl to play drums

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: nope
-- Smoked: yup
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: Nope damn i wish
-- Made Out: actually i have
-- Gone on a date: nope
-- Gone to the mall?: yup
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: ewwwww ......Nope
-- Been on stage: Nope
-- Been dumped: Haven't had someone to dump me in the past month
-- Gone skating: No
-- Made homemade cookies: Nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: No damn it's too cold to go swimmin now
-- Dyed your hair: I like my natural color
-- Stolen anything: No

LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: hehe yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: oOo yea
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Nope
-- Been caught "doing something": No
-- Been called a tease: Uhm... lol yeah a couple times
-- Gotten beaten up: No
-- Shoplifted: No
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope if u don't like me for me then fuck off

LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: humm well hopefully 25
-- Numbers and Names of Children: ahhh 5 lol ....hummm haley, alexis, mersades, for boys not sure yet
-- Describe your dream wedding: wow that would take to long to type lol
-- How do you want to die: fast and painless and happy
-- Where do you want to go to college: prolly reading area community college.....but i might not have to go to college i can take classes where i work woahh buddy
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a RN working with babies
-- What country would you most like to visit: ireland

LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? don't matter
-- Best hair color? dun matter
-- Short or long hair: short
-- Height: Taller than me
-- Best weight: Doesn't matter
-- Best articles of clothing: well no clothes at all r the best 0=)
-- Best first date location: dun matter as long as we have fun
-- Best first kiss location: under the stars

LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: woah none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: i would say maybe 3
-- Number of CDs that I own: prolly like 100
-- Number of piercings: 9 holes in my ears
-- Number of tattoos: 1
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Dunno
-- Number of scars on my body: wow where to begin
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: SO MANY THINGS

riflechic @ 2004-09-05T19:07:00

2004-09-05T23:13:35Z

wooo the sound of silence im at jenn's rite now and she is sleeping so im just sittin here talkin to jeff hummm so what has been goin on latley with me hummm nuttin really .....sum crazy comments from my last entry have had me very pissed and upset still tryin to find out who wrote them to me i must know..........

n-e wayz i think like the last 3 dayz i hung out with jenn and jeff funny times lol .....they like to gang up on me one holds me down and the other tickels me .....it's usually jeff that tickels me b/c jenn can't ever find it haha last night was great jeff let me paint his nails it was funnyy as all hell .....but i had to take it off b4 he went home i don't think it would be good to go home with blue nail polish on lol

2 day we went to eat a friendlys haha funn times oOo yeaaa well i guess thats all ttyl ♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2004-09-02T21:02:00

2004-09-03T01:02:59Z

wow i havent wrote in forever haha.......ok well hum lets see what has been goin on work is great a lot of the service techs r done since they went back to school i miss all ya guyz hehe

school starts soon sept. 20th ahhhh nervous lol haha i get my schooling for free woop woop i didn't need to go to college for my education .......but i will prolly have to go to college when it's time to get my RN but it will only be like 4 a year i wanna work with the babies instead of the older ppl but for now it's all good hehe

14 days till i go to the shore holler ahhh i can't wait it's gonna be soo much fun were gonna have a blast yayyy gettin very excited

ok yeaaaa i know like half of u don't know this but i thought i was pregnant for a while and i finally took the test the other day at jenn's house and guss what im NOT pregnant omg i was soo happy i made jenn go look at it b/c i was too scared to look ......when i bought the test i was shaking soo bad it was crazy when she went to look at it she yelled my naem and ran and hugged me hen i went to go look i almost cried i was soo happy lol : i make sum badd decisions : (smacks myself) lol

i've been having soo much fun latley chillin with jeff, jenn, jaedee, kristie and others. yea so we all went bowling last sat ( i think ) and that was funny lol i can't bowl haha and not to mention my ass was wet from the damn dripping vent lol and of course everyone was makin fun of me blahhh lol then we went to eat afterwards lol fun times guyz lol last night we went golfin me, jeff, dave and jenn haha i lost blahhh but it was still fun lol jenn lost her shoe in the water after trying to save my ball muahahah but yeaaa fun times

ok so yesss i have a new crush and im not saying the name even tho i think he knows he is great not like n-e other guy i liked......i can tell we have a lot in common and all when im with him i don't think about sex and all that shit it's totally different with him we can laugh have funn and just goof off and be ourself and not a different person around each other it's all great only jenn know's who it is .....if u ask maybe i willl tell you hehe cuz i don't think im tellin him soon i wanna get to know him more and let us both get used to each other yup yup ......not gonna rush things and get myself all upset like i always do yeaa i was a lil upset last night and i really don't know y just sumthin weird........hopefully it will all work out in the end

2morrow prolly goin to the movies with jenn, jeff, and dave that should be fun lol haha

i guess thats really it for now ttyl ♥ nikki muahhh

riflechic @ 2004-08-22T00:03:00

2004-08-22T04:04:03Z

wooo hoo depression again yess go me ........for a couple of reasons .......a bunch of my friendz r going away to college and i won't get to see them which sucks and it will prolly mean we will drift apart that blows.....and just about a majority of my friendz have b/f and y don't i???.....uggg i don't fucking know is it to much to ask to just be HAPPY for once i guess so

yesss im starting a new diet once again lol but yesss im deff. gonna stick to this one send me comments to keep me going it would be nice ......my goal is to be thin by june

so on another note 2day i went shoppin for a digital camera i found a really cute lil one at walmart i put it on layaway once b/c i didn't have enough money in the bank to pay for it so i will pay it off next friday when i get paid i also bought a card for it to have more pictures yay ....then i got a thing so i can use my cd player in the car which it hotness then i ain't gotta spend extra money on a cd player to get put in hotness lol

going to the shore in less then a month it's gonna be soo much funn goin with my girl jenn yup yup fun times ......we made a deal that we r both gonna get a matching tattoo haha

well thats all for now byezz ♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2004-08-09T20:24:00

2004-08-10T00:25:16Z

oOo yeaa lol n-e wayz lets see what has happened latley ...

Thursday i picked up my car =) yay it's a gray 88 chevy cavalier .....it's a piece of crap but for 400 bucks what more do ya want and it runs great and im only gonna have it for like a year

Friday worked blahhhh came home ate dinner then i went out in my new car yay i went to the mall and walmart with jenn i bought a seat cover steering wheel cover and a licence place thingy they all have cherries on them and say wild haha it's soooo me lol then we drove around for a while jenn stayed over and we acted stupid like we always doo lol

Saturday got up early took jenn home them i went to my mom's house we went to a family fun day thing at penn's peak in the poconos .....first we went to beltzville state park and ate lunch it's almost like green lane but nicer it had a big beach lots of picnic areas and a park it was very nice but i was cold lol ......then we went to penns peak for the family fun day .....i got autography from sum hot bmx riders wooo nelly haha and their was a guy carving stuff out of wood it was hott then we watched sum ppl skateboard it was funny then we left then we went too the flag staff and sum country store lol then we went to dinner at lee's port diner it was good then i came home ......after that i went to walmart then just came home

Sunday hummm what did i do well i slept in yay ......then i went to walmart again i seen pottsgrove band their for a car wash so i went home and told my grandmom to go and get her car washed......so i got to see everyone well the ppl that were their then we went to ritas yummm after that we went to bananza for dinner when i came home i called jen and asked if she wanted to go golfin so she said yea so i called the other jenn and she didn't answer so i went and piced jen yup then the other jenn called me so the 3 of us went out we went to turkey hill so i could get gas them we went to waltz we did the battin cages OMFG jen was funny as all hell i seriously almost peed myself lol i did pretty good ........then we did the driving range that was interesting lol i could not hit the ball it was great and their were these 4 hot ass guyz their wooo then after waltz we went to taco bell so jenn could eat then sum bitch ass girls were being ass holes i seriously wanted to punch here in the face then i took them home cuz i had to work in the morning

Monday got up at 8:45 got my shower made my lunch and headed off to work yeaa budddy lol so worked today got pooled to north 8 at 3 blahhh but i got to chill with brittney and tara so yeaa then i came home ate dinner and well here i am

well im out ttyl ♥ nikki muahhh

riflechic @ 2004-07-31T19:20:00

2004-07-31T23:21:26Z

ok so i DIDN'T get my car and im extremely pissed off and yes i cried like 4 times too i couldn't help it i was soo excited to finally own my own car and it was actually a nice one and i ended up not gettin it ....cuz the dumb ass mark lost the fucking title to the car and he never found it ......so when kyle went over to talk to him he gave kyle the $200 deposit i put down on it and told kyle to give it back to me and when kyle came over to give it to me i cried again and he said that we will go looking all day wednesday for a car since i have off i doubt i will find one tho especially that nice for as cheap as i was gettin the neon for why do these fucking things have to happen to me?????? i had my whole day/night planned out to chill with friendz after i picked the car up but NOOOO god damn it STUPID FUCKER how the hell can u lose a title to a FUCKING car??????? ugggggg so yes my excitement turned into a total disaster BITCH

so n-e wayz i start my class for my CNA (certified nursing assistant) on September 20th woop that should be funn lol and once i pass the class and get my licensed i will be making $12.00 yeaa go me lol i'll be rollin in the dough haha yeaa i need to save my money so i can go on sum trips and get my own place and all that good stuff hehe yay

work today was the same ol same ol erma died 1 o'clock this morning im gonna miss her she was sooo sweet but i knew she was gonna go soon .......i had to do a one on one alll day with this guy bruce it's soo boring i did like crosswords all day that was fun lol and i talked to marie .....mary alked to my mom this morning and she told her that im a good worker and she likes me haha godd love me lol

well im out ttyl ♥ nikki muahhh

riflechic @ 2004-07-29T22:48:00

2004-07-30T02:49:08Z

wow i never keep up to date with my journal's n-e more lol sry everyone im just very busy with working and lots of other little things hehe soo yeaa lets see whats goin on in my life rite now....

2morrow i get my car ahh im sooo EXCITED yea leave me alone it's my 1st car and i paid for it all by my self woop woop see what having a job does lol but n-e wayz it's a very pretty blue color i might have already told ya that but i just told ya all agian hehe woop woop ......u will see it one day lol

work is going good the other day i was soo happy cuz when sam left they sent frank ♥ up to work with me ahhhh i was like omg and we just talked and had fun it was great and WOW he smelt sooo good haha damn he can take sam's place n-e day ......cuz sam is soo lazt it's not even funny i basically do all the work their is like nuttin done when i get in and she goes in 3 hours b4 me wtf is up with that??? i got interviewed for the cna class in september im in the class just hopefully i do good =)

im going down the shore in september for a weekend yay i can't wait i haven't been down the shore for a while lol ......im deff goin down next year for a week or more

i miss not seeing all my friendz everyday in school lol guyz ya gotta call me and keep up all the good times that we should never forget lol =)

guess thats all for now ttyl ♥ nikki muahhh

riflechic @ 2004-07-23T21:49:00

2004-07-24T01:54:23Z

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	one of a kind

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woop woop holler lol ......

yeaa so i have the weekend off from work woop holler ahh it's soo tiring when u work everyday for 8 hours and just think i will be working for the rest of my life ahhhh thats a scary thing ok so 2day at work i had to do a one on one OMG if i have to do that ever again with that woman i will go crazy it was funny tho she called me an ass hole + bitch + told me to blow it out my ass yeaa it's funny hearing that from a 83 year old woman haha

heyy ya all gotta call me that way we can hang out when i get my car hehe any tme n-e where ....well as long as im not working and i have money lol which my 1st pay check s all goig to my car poop but hell i will at least have a car and maybe sum money hehe

thats all 4 now ttyl ♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2004-07-21T21:32:00

2004-07-22T01:43:10Z

yeaaa so im still gettin settled into my new house lol gotta come visit me sumtime ya all know my digits so hit me up lol even tho most ofthe time im woking well during he day n-e wayz i live in hillside heights apartments

works going good lots of cute guyz hehe and nice ppl it's a lot of work but hell im gettin good money yay

i found a car 2day it's a 95 dodge neon and it's a pretty blue color i will rolly have it by next weekend i'll finish paying it off next friday hen i get paid and mark still has to inspect it and my mom and kyle r paying for the inspection an all the tags and stuff like that so yay i will finally have a car woop woop

well im out ttyl byzz ♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2004-07-14T19:40:00

2004-07-14T23:41:01Z

woop woop depression AGAIN goo me boy i've been like this a lot latley and no matter what n-e one says to try to make me better it's just not workin damn i just feel like a TOTAL screw up right about now i alwyas say the wrong things to the wrong ppl and it messes everything up .......i guess me and tony are over and he won't come around i tried talkin to him last night and he just woulnd't talk back ...he said maybe he will have to think about it and maybe sumday we can try to work things out but for now he don't know ......HAHA yea right that one will never happen im not that lucky ok well i guess thats really all for now ttyl byezzz

♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2004-07-13T22:09:00

2004-07-14T02:10:54Z

please just fucking KILL me

enough said

♥ nikki

riflechic @ 2004-07-12T21:34:00

2004-07-13T01:35:25Z

am i crazy???....i sit online all the time and just wait for him to get on why do i do that and yes maybe i have fucked things up for us but i think after talkin to him for a lil bit maybe things will work out in the end but he never get's on so i can talk to him ........and for those of you that are thinking NO it's NOT tim im soo over him and i've moved on in my life but this guy is soo great he is what i've been looking for all my life where has be been all this time???? it's insane i tell ya i just want him to get on thats all.....

ok so yea work is going great is it weird to love your job??? haha cuz i DO ♥ and the pay is great the ppl are great it's just great all around hehe

yup im moving this weekend me and my grandparents hehe i get my own bathroom how kewl is that????..........rock on my mom and brothers r stayin in the house im in now and kyle ( her b/f ) and his 4 kids r prolly movin in with them ....thats basically y im movin with my grandparetns i would goo crazyyy with all them kids lol but i'll visit sumtimes you couldn't even imagine how much shit i got rid of from my room it was crazy so when i move i'll let ya all know my address and all ....i will prolly be gettin a new e-mial and all b/c aol offically sucks hehe so u will all be informed when it happens =)

well i guess thats all for now ttyl byezzzz

♥ nikki

survey

2004-07-10T03:51:02Z

• × •I N F O R M A T I O N • × •
Name: nichole
Single or taken: currently single : (
Sex: Baybee Girl
Birthday: Jan 3rd
Sign: capericorn
Siblings: 2 brothers
Hair colour: medium brown
Eye colour: green
Height: 5ft4

• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight, but i wouldn't mind kissing a girl .
Who are your best friends?: suzi + jenn
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope.
How many exes do you have?: 4.
What is your longest relationship?: 2 1/2 months.
What was your shortest relationship?: 1 week.

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: i don't have a favorte place
Any tattoos or piercings: 9 percings in my ears + 1 tattoo on my ankel
What is your sexiest outfit?: i dunno prolly none
What is your most comfortable outfit?: sum shorts and a tank top
What do you usually wear?: well now my scrubs for work but whatever im comfy in

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?:nope
What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever isin the bathroom
What are you most scared of?: Spiders + tornados
What are you listening to right now: mariah carey & phil collins
Who is the last person that called you?: jenn
Where do you want to get married?: sumwhere where all my friendz and family will be at.
How many buddies are online right now?: 7.
What would you change about yourself?: umm i don't think i should get started i could go on for a while

• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Colors: Pink + purple + blue.
Foods: chicken fingers + tacos + mac n cheese + pizza
Girls names: haylie + ashlee + calie
Subjects in school: sociology.
Animals: dogs + monkeys + bunnies

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?: yeah
Smoked?: Yeah.
Bungee jumped?: haha u gotta be kidding me
Made yourself throw up?: Yeah.
Skinny dipped?: yup yup and i got caught
Ever been in love?: Yeah.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: of course
Pictured your crush naked?: Why of course ; )
Actually seen your crush naked?: nope =(
Cried when someone died?: never knew n-e one that died
Lied: Yeah, who hasn't?
Fallen for your best friend?: ummm yes but he dosen't know
Been rejected?: Too many times
Rejected someone?: yup yup not many but i did
Used someone?: HELL NO thats wrong
Done something you regret?: YES YES YES and in the end it ended up very scary and bad

• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: blue capris + tie die wrestlin shirt
Music: boys 2 men + still of the night i love sad songs!
Annoyance: boys
Smell: pizza
Desktop picture: big purple flower
CD in player: sum mix not sure .
DVD in player: nothing

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: one of the residents that i work with
Hugged: prolly a family member at my grad party
You IMed: jeremey
You yelled at: my mom
You kissed: tim

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: it depends on what it is but most of the time yes
Open-minded: most of the time
Arrogant: Not really.
Insecure: yes big time
Random: I guess
Hungry: nope
Smart: when i want to be
Moody: yup but not all the time
Hard working: latley i have been
Organized: yes
Healthy: haha if u only seen me u would know the answer to tha one and it's a NO!
Shy: depends mostly no
Difficult: no
Attractive: nope not at all
Bored easily: hell yes
Obsessed: with sum things
Angry: no
Sad: most of the time i never seem to be happy
Happy: Hardly ever.
Hyper: Give me some sugar and i'm good to go : )
Trusting: yes i would say i am

• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill?: no one right now
Slap: ????
Get really wasted with?: all my friendz
Get high with: i don't do that
Talk to offline:anyone that can make me happy
Talk to online: dunno no on good i on
Sex it up with: haha lets just say he is hot

• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: get a shower and go to work
All you need is: great friends money an a car
Love is: Good when you have it, but can be painful too.
I dream about: things that wont come true
Sexual preference: humm ;)
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: personality and eyes

• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × •
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or candy: both haha
tall or short: a lil taller then me

• × • W H O • × •
Makes you laugh the most: ashley + mal
Makes you smile: most of my friends
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: frank at work

• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: i did b4
Save conversations: yes im a dork
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: hell no
Wish you were younger: nah im at a good age
Cried because someone said something to you?: Yeah, of course.

• × • N U M B E R • × •
Of times I have had my heart broken: once
Of hearts I have broken: None
Of guys I've kissed: umm more then i went out with i guess around 10
Of girls I've kissed: 3
Of CD's I own: dunno
Of scars on my body: like 6
Of things that I regret: a lot

• × • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • × •
I know: i don't love him n-e more
I want: a guy to want me
I have: an urge to cry
I wish: i had more money
I hate: my life
I fear: dieing young
I hear: music
I search: for the perfect man
I wonder: y i havent found him yet
I love: everyone that loves me all my friendz